what if one day you realize this life you were living has always been just a dream and that the only way out is to wake back up to reality? what if there is a chance for you to give up this dream for a real life? would you? or would you stubbornly hold onto this hallucination just to continue dreaming?

//via: theshutterbug

to me, if life in reality means leaving everything behind including you, i would rather choose to forever stay trapped in the dream just to be with you. simply staying with you is already the life i have always been searching for; there is no need to give it up for another. it may be just a dream, but like you said, “even if you are a hallucination and i have loved someone who doesn’t exist, this love can last me a lifetime; that’s more than enough. why not cherish something fake and be happy than grasp onto something that hurts you again & again? it’s my choice to be happy and i’d love you with no extent.” so to me, it does not matter whether this life is real or not because what is real are the feelings we share that i can never deny.

yet, i know for a fact that i am not dreaming. no matter what, without you, there will never be a reality. and if reality refuses to include you in my world, i would rather be a part of a dream that promises me my happiness.

“i’m as real as it gets. i promise you won’t lose me, not to some mere dream. i will outsmart my subconscious if i have to..just to see you again”