August 2010
41 posts
it was only a few nights ago when a destined rainfall caught us in its embrace. it was a night difficult to forget, and i can still remember the feeling of being enveloped in the midst of dancing rain that trickled off our skins. the millions of raindrops seemed to be falling from the highest of heavens as if seeking to be remembered. and to me, i know it would be a memory of many years to come.
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the day you went away
is the day i await your return until we meet again.
and the moment you showed up at my doorstep in the breaking dawn tells me that no matter when or where, your desire to see me will always take you to your heart’s destination ♥
perhaps, we have always expected a little bit too much from our own reality that we fail to see what is really in front of us. too often, we wish our life stories can be as beautiful as that of a drama and as destined as its main characters. we envision, fantasize, and compare our reality to what is simply made up that we hope to build our stories based on these dramas. however, why are we trying...
sometimes we need to play hard to get.
simpliicity:
not because we like the feeling of being chased, but because sometimes we need to know that someone will put in the extra effort to win our hearts. depending on how far they’ll go and even by their simplest actions, we want to know that they understand the worth of our hearts and know that it won’t be easy to obtain. it will not be a game, but a challenge. and once won over through...
which would you choose?
airplanesintheniightsky:
if one day you had to make the decision whether to have your memories erased and to live or to die keeping your memories - which would you choose?
in the same sense, would you rather live in a dream where your loved ones are still with you..or would you rather stay in reality - a place where they are gone?
i guess some things can never be forgotten or replaced.
the longer that i spend my days not talking to...
simpliicity:
the more i come to a realization that only your hello’s can make my day feel complete.
what if one day you realize this life you were living has always been just a dream and that the only way out is to wake back up to reality? what if there is a chance for you to give up this dream for a real life? would you? or would you stubbornly hold onto this hallucination just to continue dreaming?
//via: theshutterbug
to me, if life in reality means leaving everything behind including...
“stop thinking as if you’re leaving..think of it as a super long vacation, one of new experience, new challenges, new ideas. if a place without me may not be perfect, then know that i’m still next to you, and it will still be perfect. you aren’t leaving anywhere..even if you are, you’re not leaving anything behind. everything i am, have, brought, and taught you will go with you...
//credits: gary john norman
the feeling of flying through water is like the feeling i get every time i am with you. it is as if you have taken away my gravity, and falling is never quite the same. we get lost in this weightlessness, yet my heart is still falling for yours even in a world with no air. i want us to stay this way forever, closing out all other sounds except the beating of our...
1984 ♥
a 1984 nickel; that was all it took to mark our first date one year ago. an year later, we came back to the same place, and i gave you a second nickel as a keepsake of our first anniversary. i want to give you a nickel every year after today to count the number of anniversaries we will have later on in the future. and i wish that even as my hair ages to white, the nickels will continue to have...
100 ♥ one year
and my 100th message to you: i love you ♥ and with that, no other words are needed to tell you how much you mean to me.
“i may not know how to drive nor may i know how to bike; but i’m willing to walk with you down a journey call life”
the day you asked me whether i am willing to take a risk with you is the day i have chosen to embark on this journey. i knew it wasn’t going to be a perfect road and that my life will never be the same. but the moment i stepped aboard, i knew i was meant to...
//credits: huo zen
somehow, it is as if they never knew you for who you are. like you once said, they only know the shell that is known as you since what’s inside is my heart. but to me, i believe that they never knew you for you; they never understood the heart that you have given to me. plainly, they have only recognized you as simply who you are on the outside without a care or...
to me, love is never based on age. “i don’t care how young or old i am. i just want to be with you.” neither is it determined by looks. “i’ll always be your prince even if i may not be charming.” i have always believed in that. however, too many people in this world have a common misconception that looks and beauty mean everything. it is so hard to believe...
out of the many different stars in the universe, i have always seen myself as the darkest and dimmest one. especially when bad luck trails so obediently behind me, it is hard to believe that stars still shine. however, meeting you, i realize that there is a bit of good luck left in the world. and along with my family and friends, i can finally believe that there is a light in me that is waiting to...
“人与人之间的关系是多么复杂和难明白; humans only affect other humans because of their personal thoughts. that’s how ideals come to existence. when one feels this way, they express it because they feel it’s the right thing. there is no right or wrong, only the inevitable cycle of this issue. it would come to life once more that all concludes to selfishness. and humans are indeed selfish. your goals =...
you: if i have the world in one hand and my heart in the other, which would you choose?
me: i will always choose your heart. because as long as i have your heart, then i have the world.
first & last ♥
i can still remember the days when the first voice i hear in the breaking dawn belongs to you. those early morning calls that live in my memory have never fled, and i always wished they will come back to reality. i really miss that. yet, having your voice as the last i hear at night is already worth cherishing, and i hope it will continue even to the days when i am away.
somehow, i see these...
“i realize that no matter how hard i try, i cannot stay away from you. i cannot ignore the fact that you exist..i won’t give up on you. i’ll wait as long as i can..which is forever”
//via: theshutterbug
and it is these words which convinced me that in your eyes, i am more than just a wallflower. to you, there is something about me even i cannot see. it is because of...
“love is about more output than input because you don’t care about how much you get in return or whether you even get anything in return”
instead, you care about giving your all to the one you love. it may not be an equal exchange, but love is already fair enough for me to love you and for you to love me in return. and with that, it is already enough. love isn’t about...
//credits: jaicca
many times, things never go the way we want them to, and in truth, they rarely do. i can say i am used to this fact of life, always hoping too much for what i know are most likely not going to come true. i have faced disappointments and broken wishes, and often times, they discourage me from continuing to move on. however, for you, at least i tried..at least i tried to conquer...
trust me.
i have always trusted you with my life, trusted you more than myself, never doubted you in anything. and when i tell you i trust you, there are no other meanings to it. so please, do not doubt my trust in you. instead, just trust me like how i trust you.
the day when we first saw the full moon together, i thought it was going to be my first & last. i had believed that the feeling of you holding my hands and embracing me from behind as we stared up into the night was never going to last forever, and that the warmth you have provided me was going to disappear. i had accepted the thought that the image of us dancing under the moonlight & a...
heart-strings ♥
somehow, you have a way of reading emotions. it flatters me to know you see something in my eyes no one else can recognize. it surprises me that even the sound of my voice or the touch of my hand can so easily speak to you. maybe it is just the way our hearts are connected that you understand so well. but regardless of what it is, for one thing, you are the only one who does not have to untie my...
a distance conquered.
it isn’t the first time we have been apart. we know very well how it feels to be so far from each other time after time. yet, i never wished to be reminded of the long distance that holds us away. even though we may be used to not seeing each other as often, it still isn’t the same to be even farther from you than i am now. and regardless of how much we want to be there for each other,...
“wishes are the ideas of a desire for perfection. but since perfection doesn’t exist, mistakes are made, and to balance the mistakes, forgiveness is needed”
life is not perfect; it is not completely without flaws. instead, it is filled with mistakes. too often, we wish for that perfection that never existed and engage ourselves toward a goal that will never be achieved. along...
when you have something engraved inside your heart, you will never let it go. you will protect and take care of it as if it was your own. like a tattoo of the heart that keeps you alive, it leaves a permanent mark in the carrier’s soul. no matter how hard you try to forget, it will somehow always remain as a part of you. and to me, you are that mark i will always remember.
//via:...
when i am with you, i see myself in your eyes and i remember who i am. not that i forget, but because i can finally be me at times when i do pretend. looking at you, i see my own reflection in your soul, and i know that no lies can ever get past you. with you, i find no reason to pretend i am happy when i really am not. i can so easily shed off the fake smiles and laughter and be unafraid to show...
//via: celestial-amethyst
for one thing, i do not believe in good-byes. i do not believe in farewells that are capable of becoming forever. too often, the length of these two words are so vague to the point where i lose sense of time. yet, i do not wish to guess whether each good-bye will lead eventually to another hello. i want to know for sure that it will. and to you, i will not say good-bye...
“if we’re perfect for each other, and if we’re meant to be with each other, we will be with each other. maybe not now or tomorrow but later, and i can promise you that” because i know that in the end, it will be worth it. and i have nothing to lose when it comes to being with you. i will wait however long it takes..days, weeks, months, even years..because love with you is...
write one leaf about a hug.
simpliicity:
(via writeoneleaf)
good-byes are hard. especially when you know you and that other person will be separated for a while after an exchange of those two words. it leaves a bitter feeling of insecurity and an unanswered question asking, when will there be a next time that we will meet again?
luckily though, with you, i don’t get those bitter feelings in a “good-bye.” plenty of times...
heart-to-heart ♥
to have my heart open up to a person, i admit, is not easy. especially when it is so vulnerable and often so close to the edge of pain, i would only choose to close it up even tighter. yet, when i am willing to open my heart for you, it means more than what words can possibly explain.
it was the first time i have ever talked heart-to-heart with you in person. other days when i do see you, i never...
perfect imperfection ♥
i have always believed i can be someone better, someone more than myself. i have always wished that there will come a time when i can be a little more than who i am now. but the fact is: imperfection is inevitable and flaws are everlasting.
yet, you have a way of loving me that not only overlooks my imperfections but accepts them to a point that i learn to acknowledge them as well. you love me...
July 2010
42 posts
hide-and-seek.
it is all like a game of chase with just you and me. the thrill of seeking and chasing after you is like finding the lost little boy who secretly wished to be noticed. and when you are found, you lose..except the only thing you lost to me is your heart ♥
//credits: cupofdreams
and you told me that every time i hear the sound of the dog-tag around my neck, it is just you knocking against my heart. and every time i feel the cold metal around my ankle, it is only you walking with me down this journey of ours called life ♥
tied together by an infinity knot..that is the symbol of our love.
unconditional ♥
everyone knows that falling in love is easy. when you fall, you fall from your heart and hope that it will get you to the destination you desire. but being in love is different from truly loving someone. so may i ask, is it so much more difficult to love a person?
often times, fairytales of those who are in love never last forever. they hold the stories that live only in the present, loving you...
you have once told me that our love began through music. looking back, i realized that music really did exist as a part of our lives. it somehow brought us to each other, and the day we shared headphones together was the day i began to notice you.
//credits: anonymous
i remember the time when music led me to where you are, the sound of the piano luring me into opening the doors of the grand...
i have always been afraid..always so reluctant to step out of the safety of my own haven. just like everyone else, i live upon protection, never wanting to make overcoming my fears an option. but i never would have thought that there will come a day when fears can mean less than what i have once accepted them to be.
//via: celestial-amethyst
“love is when you can put even your line on the...
